Sunday, July 9

Unbelievable

Im so angry at him. I cant believe its only 6 weeks more before I hope to be on that flight and he still hasnt even sent the documents!! Im very annoyed, frustrated, anxious and angry about it. I feel like he doesnt even care if I come or not. What if it takes too long and I wont even be able to go? In sept, I wont have a job or a place to live here.

Im scared because the more time goes on, the more I can imagine my life without him.

That scares me.

I actually broke down over the phone to him about it tho, so maybe he will actually take this seriously. Plus I banged my knee really hard and Im in need of social contact, coz my friend that said she was coming...isnt. So now I dont have other plans.

I hate waiting.

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