Jobs shmobs

I missed his call today.

I was in an interview and she left the room to get some papers and my phone rang with an unavailable number and I just sat there, staring at it. I When I checked the message I was mad coz I couldve just answered it and told him to call me back. Then I was really mad coz I took the job paying only $7.50/hr and I wouldnt even be making tips for at least a week! Im only planning on being here maybe 2 or 3 weeks so whats the point in that?? Then I got even madder that I was going to be working as a waitress when I swore I would never do it again.

So Im working there tomorrow morning and then quitting and hopefully they will give me a cheque for $35. Thats not even after tax. Sob.

This kinda sux right now but I will fix it tomorrow. and then I will talk to Nick on thursday when everything is sorted. Its hard not to miss him when he sends emails like this...who does things like this?!:



we met here

then again here

then here

said good bye here

hello here

hello, good bye, twice here

why? cos i love u, its worth it, our time spent together is making the most of our lives.......never forgot ur my love, my life and all the rest of those things normal people say..... ur a glass of water when ur really thirsty, (ur thinkinng? i'm a glass of water?) , ur that blissful feeling when u wake up sometimes and feel like u could sleep forever, ur that point in the jacuzzi just before u get too hot, or when ur drunk and reallly enjoying being drunk, ur basic instinct when i was 15, ur that piece of pineapple in thailand, ur the sight of my first shooting star in india (or was it aidan's torch), ur comedy at its best....ur that good feeling. ur that ecstatic feeling. i am in love with u. see u soon

Sigh....