News Flash

News in from Ottawa.

They need more info. they need info that I have already sent them and some that will be hard for me to get. Like getting my old job who I didnt plan on working for again, to send me a letter offering me employment. Good thing I keep in touch with my boss and see if he'll do me that huge favor! I do keep in touch with him but hate hassling him as I have been for the past few months trying to get him to send me my P45 so I can get tax back in pounds from last years work in London. Seems they procrastinate worse than Nick but said they finally sent it.

so after getting the news that Ottawa still had my Visa when I was expecting it in the mail so I could book my ticket and get over there, I had a bit of a cry and emailed some things I shouldnt have to him. Like 'Why did you take so long to send it?' I shouldnt have done this as I know hes sorry and has apologized so I need to let it go even tho its cropping up now as I knew it would.

His only reply was 'Ill take a look at it this weekend'. No 'I love you's, we'll work it out' or 'shit, this sucks'...nothing. So now I feel like shit about yelling at him so I sent him an apology email and took advice from J about how maybe its for a reason that I dont go on the 14th. Who knows? that plane could crash or something. So I feel much better about knowing that I will eventually make it over there, we can sort the Visa out, I can call him tomorrow and it will all be fine. And Im enjoying myself in this hick of a town anyway.

I guess thats whats making it hard. he's not here to help me and sometimes I cant exactly call him right away. I know hes super busy as he started his Sale Job on the 1st, he has to move out of the house coz of renos this weekend and now he has to deal with this Visa again. I should have been nicer. I panicked. Thats what women do.

Im feeling calmer about it now and putting it in Gods hands coz everytime I try to do things myself, I fail. Coz I never think I need help. Thank You J!