Biggest Fan

I heard a beautiful song. We're Kidding Ourselves by Stabilo. Its one of those rare songs you hear that almost take your breath away its so captivating.

I made sure my workmates were listening to it as I cranked it up while cleaning the truck. After the song ended, my friend said 'You must be really missing your man.' It kinda hit me hard and I thought I was gonna burst into tears. It was a strange and instant feeling.

I actually went out and bought the cd. I never do this. I burn them or get my bro to download them for me. This is the the one instance where I wanted the band to be supported. My last cd was Ibitha Tunes bought by mine truly. He has bought me a few cds in the past. Very randomly. I never expect them and one day he'll come home with one for me. No occasion. Just because he was thinking about me.

Speaking of gifts, I always went on about how I never want to receive flowers coz for one, I never have before, two, they die anyway, three, Id much prefer a plant where I can watch it grow and think of the person who gave it to me. Kinda like a souvenier. One day, out of the blue, Nick came home with roses. I thought I was gonna cry. I put them in water and arranged them everyday and when they started to wilt, I dried them. I never knew how much I loved getting flowers until that day. Love from my sweetheart.