Things are definetly different in the air between me and Nick. Things have changed...for the better of course. He is liking that I am confident in my decision making, which Ive learned, from the past 11 mths, that I need to be if I want something done.
I also do not like being told what to do, for 1) Noone has bossed me around or told me what to do for the past 11 mths. Even silly things like "Grab me that napkin" when he can easily, even more than me, grab the napkin himself! This has caused a big row (fight in english terms) on our holiday. We actually didnt speak to eachother until the next morning coz we were both to stubborn to apologize. I finally broke down so we could spend the next day together, not fighting. In the end it was for the best.
I feel we have truly (I have truly) stood my ground and have become more confident in myself in the time we were away. More independent.
England is so small. I forgot. The cars hardly fit on the roads!
Another problem has arose. Success does not have a job for me. Our house in Norwood has fell through. I do not feel that stressed about this for some reason. This is the Canadian way. Im sure it will catch up to me when my money runs out.
2 comments:
Don't let stress catch up with you! Don't get stressed. You will get a job and you will find place to live. Stress is for sheep who don't trust that there are other forces at work besides their own. Don't depend on yourself alone, or you will get stressed out every time.
This has been righteous moments with J
Good day
You definately have changed in the way you express yourself. it shows in your writing. i think both you and M are fantastic writers and these will be books someday!
MUM
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