Im off for Vancouver. A few days of yet some more goodbyes.
Either it hasnt hit me that Im leaving yet or...the goodbyes are getting easier. I think its the former rather than the latter.
Mind you, I havent said goodbye to Mom yet. Thats always the worse one.
I still havent spoken to Nick yet. I dont know if hes found a flat for us, which means if he hasnt he will be sleeping at his Moms while Ill be sleeping in L's spare bedroom :) I also havent heard if hes booked us flights to go somewhere by ourselves. He usually texts or emails or calls saying that he booked them so maybe hes surprising me by having had booked it last week.
Wishful thinking.
I can feel a little anxiety rising about this. Also, my old boss has not emailed me about work when I get there. This is causing a little more anxiety but Im sure it will be fine. I havent heard anything from the runner jobs that I applied for yet so I am depending on Success for this one.
Goodbye PeeGee and all my dear friends in it. See you next year.
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After you left my house the other day I realized that you were really leaving. It actually never dawned on my until yesterday afternoon when I was telling Danielle how my super cool friend who I admire is of again. Then I was sad. I can't just go to your parents and see you, and I won't see you in a month or two, or even three!!!
My God, I miss you already. You will always be one of my very best friends, I can't imagine ever not being friends even if we go long periods without seeing or tallking sometimes.
I can't wait to come and visit.
So it is bitter sweet...I am so sad to lose you again, but I am so happy that Nick makes you this happy that you will cross the world for him. Don't sweat the little things, It just makes sense that you be with him.
I love you forever.
J
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