I just endured two weeks of ultra fright. Not that it would be the worst thing to happen...just not right now, not when Im not ready. I was two weeks late for my period! Thank God Miss Aunt Flow came to me, by surprise, after three pregnancy tests that came out negative and thinking that my body has lost its mind, on friday night. Then I was doubled over in the worst cramps Ive ever experienced. Nick was somewhat sympathetic but I think in the end, more relieved.
He is so great. He was so supportive the whole time and even offered to take me to the clinic. He is probably my favourite boyfriend ever and I love him now more than I did when I first met him. I never thought I could get along and spend so much time with someone without getting sick of them!
Hes not perfect, we all have our flaws, but when he is being perfect, I cant ask for anymore. It obviously didnt freak him out to much when the possibility arose that we may be having a child together, so the fact that he was prepared for that at the age of 28, and the fact that he is seriously still looking into buying a place with me tells me that we're now in in for the long run. I may be freaking out more than he is actually.
Apparently all Nicks work mates say all their partners are nervous about the Partner Dinner that is happening tonight. I feel fine. Im not to concerned about my outfit even. Just the fact that I wont look grown up as the other women. Apparently the women dread this dinner. Im just looking forward to the free food and drinks!
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