

We went to Prague. Such a beautiful City.




Its a bit depressing not being able to access facebook or espcially webcam so I can see my neice. I feel like Ive been cut off from my friends and family.

You kind of forget about your miserable moods when your on holiday.

Nick asked me where people go on holiday in Canada. We always used to go visit our Aunt in Calgary or Grandparents in Vernon or fiends in Vancouver. You dont really go anywhere as in a need to escape. You dont need to. Is this true or am I romantisizing Canada now? I guess you take a few weeks and go somewhere tropical like Mexico. Just to get out of the cold. The city next door would be boring unless you knew someone. Theres not really lots of tourist sites to see. Lots to do tho.

Nicks bro Lee lives in New Plymouth in New Zealand and said to us that he didnt need to go on vacation coz he liked it where he was so much. He never felt like he needed to escape.

Londoners need to escape. All 4 of us while in Prague said the same thing. How nice it was to get out of the city. All we do is work and are so tired to do anything else. Abbey was even saying how she will only stay in London for 2 more years and then she will need to leave (shes from the country originally).
Ive also read The Zahir by Paolo Coelho and basically its about a man who goes in search for his wife that left him. The reason why she left him is because she was always going to him instead of him going to her. she waited and waited and one day, he came to her.
I left Nick for a year. If I leave him again, would he come to me? Will he be so caught up in this whilrwind that he'll wake up one day to late and I would be gone? It would be the hardest thing for me to do but maybe it needs to be done. I have less than 1 year left on my Visa. Would I have the strength to leave and risk Nick never coming to me? Maybe he might. Theres no point in renewing the Visa when Im so set on leaving here in a year 1/2 anyway.
He said to me the other night if I was expecting him to come to Canada, love it and stay forever. Made me think if he expects me to stay here forever. Will he ever compromise? Am I to comfortable to let go?


1 comment:
Whistler. We usually escape to the mountains or the wilderness somewhere.
The closest country to us is the States. Think about it....it's the americans or the bears.
Most choose their cabin or tent or resort city!
mandy
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