N got back from Brazil last night. I no longer have the bachelor suite to myself. She wants me to stay as long as I can as well which is nice, as long as we dont drive eachother crazy. So Ive spent this morning (my only morning off this week-damn working 2 jobs) sorting out the place and finding all her stuff that I hid thanks to my manic organizational skills, I did manage to find everything.
I was also suppose to call him. I suppose I could have found the time but I painfully couldnt be bothered as I was busy taking time for myself. So I wrote him a quick email saying I couldnt call him until next tuesday (thats how busy I am)...then I felt really sad. Sad that I cant even find time to call my boyfriend and sad that whenever I call him lately hes always to tired or something. Also, my workmates are following my frustrations with this ordeal and have asked me if my BF even wants me there which makes me feel like Im just 'chasing him.' Dad asked me that before I moved to London the first time and I said 'Dad, Ive already caught him.'
Now the question is...can I hold on to him??
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